Sweet Potatoes,
Where do I begin?
I don’t know if I should start by wishing you a Happy New Year or by apologizing for even showing up here today to wish you a Happy New Year. You’re right, I should start by wishing you a Happy New Year. So, Happy New Year.
It feels like you and I were in a good relationship, and then I just disappeared and ghosted you and never explained to you what happened, why I left. And now, I have shown up at your door with a bouquet of flowers to tell you that it’s not what you think (or is it?) and I can explain (but can I really?). Actually, I can.
Do you know how many times I blogged in ALL of 2019? Nine times. Yes, nine. Single-digit, NINE. I have been blogging for over 10 years, and this is the first time this has ever happened to me. I knew, of course, that I rarely blogged in 2019, but when I actually counted the posts and only came up with nine? WOW.
I am sorry that I disappeared, but when I tell you why I did, you’ll understand. A whole LOT has happened. Too much has happened. I have spent too many hours and shed too many tears agonizing over it. Why did this happen? Why did it happen to me? What did I do wrong? What am I being punished for? When did it start? Why did I not notice sooner? Did I notice it and ignore it? Where and when did I make the wrong turn? Did I even make a wrong turn? What is the purpose of this trial? What lesson am I supposed to learn? What is God doing? Is He doing anything? Is He aware of what is going on? Does He even know that it’s me, His Vera?
Too many questions. I don’t have answers for most of the questions, but I have found out over and over and over and over that everything is working together for my good. And my oh my, it IS good.
I want to tell you everything — or most things at least. I have been sharing my life with you since I was a teenager, so why stop now? Sweet Potatoes, you and I, we’ve been together for a long time, so yes, I want you to know everything. But I’m going to share it first with the inner circle, the people who are subscribed to my emails and receive them once or twice a month.
Why?
Well, if you receive my emails, then you know I get pretty intimate in there. I get candid and transparent and vulnerable. So, if I’m going to be coming out of the proverbial closet to tell you what has been going on in my life, I think I should start from there.
By the way, I don’t know what you think has been going on, but I guarantee that when I tell you what’s been going on, your jaw will be on the floor and will be too heavy to pick back up. You might even lay an egg after reading my story. For this story, you’re going to need popcorn, lots of it. I suggest you purchase it in bulk. You’re also going to need a strong beverage. And when you’re done reading it, you’re going to wash your face and scrub your eyes, and then, you’re going to come back to read the story again because your brain will convince you that what you read could not have possibly happened, that it’s all made up, and maybe Vera is just practicing for a dramatic Nollywood movie.
I assure you, it’s all true.
So, if you already receive my emails, then expect to hear from me on Friday with “The Story.” If you don’t receive my emails yet and you’d like to know first what on God’s green earth has kept me muted for so long, then it’s super easy. Just sign up below. For everyone else, I’ll be back to shock you.
Don’t forget your beverage. See you soon. Happy New Year, and it is so good to be back.
The laying of egg got me laughing sha. I have a funny picture of that in my head. Anyways, I’m glad you are back. You’ve been gone for soooo long I always pray you find your way back to us and thank God you did
Taiwo, you’ve melted my heart. Thank you for keeping me in your prayers. I missed you while I was gone, but I needed to come back correct. I have returned to you ๐
I am glad you are back. I missed reading your blog and seeing the vlogs. 2020 shall be fulfilling for you and yours.
Amen!!! Thank you very much. I’m so glad to be back too.
Welcome back!!!!
Ada, dalu nne’m!
*Runs to order popcorn from walmart.*
The kettle corn type.
I like the kettle corn popcorn.
I also love gists.
P.S – My heart is full, I am glad you are back. My girl, welcome back ๐
Fufu of life!!! My personal HIVES. Tehehe.
Thank you, Fufu. I love you, Fufu. And yes, girl, I like the kettle corn too BUT Toby and Ada Verastic have turned me into a believer. These days, I don’t mind the buttery popcorn either.
Wow! Welcome back Vera, I can’t wait for Friday to come!!! Good to have you back and I am sure even better.
You are too right! Much, much better. The content will be faya this year because the Vera is faya too. Lol.
Welcome back Verastic!
Thank you!
Just glad youโre okay. It has been too long
Thank you! And I’m glad that I’m okay, too ๐
Welcome back Verastic.
Thank you very much, Mo!
If Iโm going to lay an egg, Iโd better get the cradle ready
Yes, please. And thank you! ๐
Welcome back Vera! I have really missed your posts!
Thank you! I’ve missed writing the posts too, and I’ve missed reading comments. But yay, I’m back!
Hey girl hey. 2020 will be amazing!
Oyoyo’m Jiji! Thank you, I love you
Na wa o. It’s been worry mixed with anxiety about you in the past year. I randomly come to your blog praying that’s it’s okay and yet wanting to do more while respecting boundaries.
As someone who has been through hell and came back, it gets better. I only wish I took the time to write when emotions were raw because those days now seem so unbelievable even to me..
I pray life will be kind to you in 2020 and God will restore beyond your imaginations. Rooting for you and looking forward to reading not just the gist but the success story that is soon to come.
Xoxo
Amen! Thank you, Elle. It’s been quite a journey, but the turnaround has been remarkable. You’ll see when I tell you more on Monday. I’m sorry that you went through hell, but I’m glad that you’re back, and I’m sure you’re even stronger now. Thank you so much.
๐๐๐๐๐๐ Lay an egg kwa. I’m so happy to hear from you Verastic! I was mad at you at first and I didn’t reply the first email. I am happy you are ok! #Big hug
Chei. Imagine the likeness. When you find out why I’ve been away, you’ll lay two eggs for me and even send me an apology 2020 Range Rover
Happy new year Vera! Itโs been quite a while, Iโm glad to hear from you and welcome back! Itโs really shocking when I read your email, Iโm glad youโre well and healthy. Not all women have the opportunity to come out and tell their stories because theyโre no more. Youโre a strong woman, I pray that God will continue to strengthen and uphold you. You will not labor in vain upon your daughter and God will keep her safe, she will grow with Godโs wisdom and knowledge. ๐ค
Amen! Thank you, Victoria. God has been so faithful. I don’t even know what I have done to deserve His mercy and favor, but I am so grateful for it.
Welcome back, Vera! Totally here for it!๐๐ฝ
Nne’m, da’alu ooo!!! You know the whole story.
Welcome back Mama V! I wish you an awesome year 2020 and I do pray that things turnaround for you in a superb and unexpected way in Jesus name.
Welcome back and happy new year!
Hmmmm. I read your story and my mouth is still wide open. I am praying for strength for you. I want you to pick yourself up and slay the world, YES, you can do it.
Vera I just saw the post and missed the email. Please how do we your insiders catch up ๐๐. So happy to hear you are back. I come back often to check if you posted anything. Welcome back and cant wait to see how 2020 will be amazing for you and your blog
Hmmm vera
What can I say ,happy new year first of all.. I eagerly wait for the emails and come on the blog just to catch up…babes just saw the email and struggling to pick up my jaw, nna ehhh,d drink is not strong enough biko… sending serious hugs from this end can’t begin to imagine what you have gone through….Praying for you love. xxx
Welcome back Vera!!! Iโm so happy you back. One of the dedicated, silent follower.